Monday, May 25, 2009

Memorial Day Weekend

consisted of:

[-] Not going to a cotillion w/ Angela.. -_-
[+] Chris coming over
[+/-] Desiree dropping by
[+/-] Laying in my bed for half the weekend
[+] Star Trek with Alina & Diana
[+++] :)!
[?] "Would You Rather.." -_- Haha.
[-----] That one bad feeling again :'(

This weekend, I could actually say that I was honestly helllla happy. Like to the point of those butterflies in my stomach. Couldn't stop smiling. You knooow? :) Angela knows how I feel. Haha. I haven't felt like that in a long ass time. It lasted for a good couple of days, then Monday came. My mood hella got killed 'cause of a couple things. Ugh. Whatever though. It ain't shit compared to everything else. Hah. Still happy and trying my hardest to keep it that way. You already know. Just tryna outweigh the negatives with the positives.

Also, the school year is almost over and summer's about to start. I would say that I'm happy about that, but nooo. Not really. I know I won't be seeing people as much as I'd like, and all that shit. I'm probably gonna end up doing nothing, AGAIN. Let's change that, yeah? Make it the best summer ever. Haha. & Oh, I'm NOT looking forward to sophomore year AT ALL. Some people are leaving :'( and others who I am "not very fond of" are arriving. Laaame! How about I just run away with all the people I need. Sigh. I wish.

Actually, let's just live in the moment. Kay? :)

I don't even wanna think about summer, school starting again, more of the future, and what might happen.

It's too overwhelming.

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